My son, Dane, just turned two last week. I have been thinking that time really does fly when you are not focused one bit on yourself. VOILA...a blog was born. Since before his birth, I have been planning what days like today would be like. And, like most moms, realize how my delusions of grandeur were...off.
Being a mom is one of the most beautiful things, but I would tell myself how I would be able to work, work out, go back to school and still have plenty of time to raise my son, teach him how the world works, and maintain my sanity. Two years later, I find myself struggling to make ends meet, unemployed, overweight, and slowly losing my mind. BUT...I have a healthy, happy little man, and I have never felt so optimistic in my life. Why? Maybe it's the insanity setting in, but I feel like there are so many things to improve that almost everything that can happen will be a check off the list.
But where do these struggles come creeping in? The energy...or lack thereof. My mind is so ambitious, and I have so many ideas, but lack the energy and time to get anything done. I realized that I was lacking a certain creative outlet to which my soul will be energized. This is how I intend to get my life back on track. And, maybe I will gain readers who will follow me on my journey. Like times past, I know this is about to get exciting. I have a lot of things planned, and hope that you enjoy where we are about to go. Thank you for reading.
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